| Wow it has been almost 2 years since i have been on here. That is a really long time anyways i started to use facebook because it is a lot easier to use and you do not have to do all this back ground crap its simple. So that why i have not been on here in so long and because xanga was getting really old same old stuff you write about your day or your week or month whatever so it got old really fast anyways this will probley be the last time i ever get on this so i guess Bye. |
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| by ж♥жD£ċ£a§£d¤Aήg£lж♥ж
You think you're all messed up..
You think you're not quite there..
You think that there's no point..
That no one really cares..
Your life keeps getting worse...
Nothing ever seems to go right..
You are crying all the time..
Wishing to see some light..
Your body keeps on crying..
Your heart screams in despair..
Your soul mourns in sadness..
Wishing someone was there..
Your skin begins to tremble..
You think how to end the pain..
Then a thought comes to mind..
And then it begins to rain..
You find yourself on a bridge..
About to end it all..
Your foot reaches the edge..
And then you begin to fall..
As you fall into darkness...
Your life flashes before your eyes..
You smile to yourself..
Knowing it was all lies..
You're falling down to hell..
Then from your mouth a scream..
You let it all go..
Your hope, faith, and dreams...
Then you hit the ground...
Your eyes wide in fear...
Your body hurts and aches...
You wish it would end here...
You look around and find...
You're in a small white room..
It's pouring rain outside..
Thundering going boom..
You close your eyes and hope..
That God will kill you now..
You don't know how much more to take..
You don't know when or how..
Then around the corner..
Your eyes begin to see...
A girl silently crying..
That girl being me...
I look up at you...
And I meet your face..
You looked so scared and angry..
I know you hate the place..
I see you through the window..
A tear rolls down my cheek..
I can't stand seeing you like this..
It's not all slick and sleek..
A smile curls your lips...
As you hold that knife up high..
I scream no out to you...
Then it falls from the sky...
I ran inside the room..
I saw you lying there..
Covered all in blood...
It was everywhere...
I landed on my knees...
Holding you close to me..
Crying like I never have...
Wishing it wouldn't be..
The next day you had a funeral..
Your family and friends came..
You didn't know they loved you..
All of them the same...
Maybe if you looked around..
You'd have seen so many care..
That someone has always loved you..
Someone's always been there...
I hope you lie in peace...
For the rest of time...
I pray that you'll be happy...
That God always keeps you mine..
I loved you then and always will..
With every inch of my heart...
I'll keep you right here safely..
I promise we'll never part...
So to anyone who thinks you're lonely..
Open your eyes and see...
That someone always cares...
And that's including me...
This poem is in the memory of:
Jonathon S. Marsaras
**I want to get the point across that if you are feeling sad and everything you need to get help before it goes any further than it has. But always know that there's always someone who cares about you and that life will always have a reason to live...Keep that in mind and Live strong. Please, and this poem was written for a really dear friend of mine that I cared for alot and he decided to end his life because it was too much for him and I don't want anyone else to have to go through as much pain as I did of losing a loved on or a best friend.**
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| Hey ppl well i havent been on in a long time maybe its because xanga just kinda of boring me but anyways not alots happend latly and not much will probley happen anyways tomorrow we are going on some trip and its to see a stupid play which im going to hate but i dont really care because it gets me out of school and band so that is good and lets see well thats about it g2g bye
~Arlan~ |
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| hey ppl im in @ school right now so i decided i would type something on here sence i havent been on in a while well not alots happend these past few weeks and thats about it well yea i have to go bye
~Arlan~ |
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| Hey pp today was really fun i went to this place called the Nascar Speedway and i raced my uncle and dad and brother and on this race my uncle made me spin out and hit a wall but it was fun then i went in and play some video games and there was this one like it was a bike and and u controled this one person and u pedal to go faster and turn the bike wheel it was fun but trying because i did it 4 times in a row so yea oh and i went to the beach this moring well i hope u guys are having a good spring break buh bye
~Arlan~ |
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